Ever year the gym fills up for January and slowly empties out again. Like the ocean, people keep following the tide in and out of fitness. I encourage you to take off the pressure and just do it. This has been a struggle for me too the past couple of years. I was hesitant to even take photos in fitness wear due to the fact that I believed I needed to look like a fitness model. Yes, I am unhappy with my body but I am happy of all the things it allows me to do. That being said I need to treat my body with the respect and love it deserves inside and out. I urge you to do the same plus a little retail therapy never hurts. ha.